NAM: The Random Expressionist

Tangisan dari langit membasahi bumi Membawa aku keluar dari dunia mimpi Rintihanmu penuh beremosi Tidak tahan dengan kelalaian duniawi Dentuman amarahmu bingit didengari Terkesima dan menakutkan kamu beremosi Tujahan amaran memecahkan bumi Tika mana manusia memuja nikmat duniawi Hampa, terlalu hampa Tatkala manusia makin hanyut ke lembah maksiat Tersasar dari tujuan asal hidup Dikorupsi dangan khabar palsu Tangisan masih tidak reda Amaran demi amaran masih didengari Tapi manusia buat tak endah Kerna khusyuk dengan hiburan yang sementara Si manusia masih tidak mengenali Adakah itu hujan rahmat atau bala Tika mana dunia berada di penghujung Insaf dan simpati tidak wujud lagi Menunggu masa untuk ditarik nikmat Tangisan si manusia tidak berguna lagi NAM 22102018

Assalamualaikum and Good morning, everyone. I'm so sorry for not updating this blog for a long time because of my commitment in study and other important works that hinder me from writing my own prose for a long time. Hahahaha... this prose is inspired when I listen some of the soundtrack from a Hindi film ( YES ! My cousin insists me to listen these song). Hoping you can give your feedback on this prose and idea to improve my rusty writing skill in the future. Before reading this prose, listen to some of the soundtracks from an Hindi film, Ae Dil Hai Mushkil : 😢 Channa Mereya - Arijit Singh 😭 Bulleya - Amit Mishra Happy reading! #009 Unrequited Love Since when I start to doubt myself? Feeling hopeless with this unrequited love Neither of us know this feeling Keep pounding hard like a punch The soul flaunts with pain Painstakingly thrust through my heart Screaming hard to ease the pain But nobody willing to remove this pain away Where are you, my friends? ...

Assalamualaikum wbt. To replace a broken heart is not easy. It is not like, you operate your body, take your heart that is full of wounds and cuts and replace it with the brand new heart. It is not like that! I always feel heartbroken. Every single days I face with the same thing all over again. It feels like I deserved to get a deja vú everyday because of my own mistakes. They will think I'm happy with my own life. Live the way that you want. But, at the same time, you feel guilty for the one you let them trust you the most in their life. I always feel like I'm just a replacement for the one who should be with them. I always feel like that. Even if they say that it is not like that. The way they treat you is different when they are with their true besties. A replacement for not miss them too much. That is how it works in my world. Sometimes, they might say, "Hey! That's too much! I never think like that for God's sake!" But then, the way they tell you th...

"There's nothing to talk about As you're already have someone you can share your story about your life with someone you close too; There's nothing to talk about As you will just ignore it and focusing on the more juicier stories from others; There's nothing to share As the stories will always become the same till you feel like you wanna puke; You don't have to ask about me As I'm just a mere follower, not a person you used to know before; Counting days to leave this place and I assure you, you'll never find me and forget about our time together. Even if you tried to deny it, that's the truth. I wonder, do you really think of me as a friend or a tool?" NAM 01062016 #RandomTalk #mynameisNAM