NAM: The Random Expressionist

When I feel that I actually afraid of becoming an adult day by day... Looking at the News Feed on Facebook, Tweets and Instagram, everyone has changed slowly. Both physically and mentally. Some are already build their own empire, obtaining thousands of Ringgit from their own sweat and blood. Some are already drawing their path to have an early matrimony with their soul mate. Some are still working their ass off to finish their study and someone who can contribute their effort to the country. Some are still trying their hardest to collect money and do a great escapade, releasing themselves from the stressful work and job to ease their mind a little. As I watch every scenes day by day, counting every minutes and seconds, I feel that I've become older physically, but my mind and soul seems can't accept the truth yet. When you're older, you started to realize your regrets. When you're older, you can feel that you can die anytime anywhere without you knowing it. When ...

"You're not realize you had opened up you true self one by one. It's like, you're flaying your fake skin slowly and discreet, showing your true nature. It's painful to the point you want to be left out from all disgusting people who easily become keyboard warriors without any legitimate facts to support their judgement. But, Among all people who are degrading and complimenting you up until now, there is a person who always watches you from afar, ready to drag you out from that condemnation and selfishness. There is a great chain between you and that person that God has sent them to you through thick and thin. He also send them to you as a reminder. A reminder that you need to be grateful for what you'd achieved so far. No matter how much you want to be alone, you're not alone afterall. No matter you declare yourself as a lonely, noob being, you're not. Why? Because Allah always be by your side and He gives you lots of mind-blowing tests to show Hi...