Random Talk #04: Fear of Becoming an Adult

When I feel that I actually afraid of becoming an adult day by day...

Looking at the News Feed on Facebook, Tweets and Instagram, everyone has changed slowly. Both physically and mentally.

Some are already build their own empire, obtaining thousands of Ringgit from their own sweat and blood.

Some are already drawing their path to have an early matrimony with their soul mate.

Some are still working their ass off to finish their study and someone who can contribute their effort to the country.

Some are still trying their hardest to collect money and do a great escapade, releasing themselves from the stressful work and job to ease their mind a little.

As I watch every scenes day by day, counting every minutes and seconds, I feel that I've become older physically, but my mind and soul seems can't accept the truth yet.

When you're older, you started to realize your regrets. When you're older, you can feel that you can die anytime anywhere without you knowing it. When you get older, you try your best to give a great service to the society and when you become old, you want to keep doing all good deeds solely for The Merciful.

And then you'll realized, you only stay in this world temporarily...