Chapter 6: 2014; A Year of New Hope and New Life...

Assalamualaikum and Hello, my cute and handsome fellas...

I'm so sorry as I don't update this blog for such a long time as I'm busy with my duty as a university student (What the heck!!!I'm just enjoy with other work all the time. What a liar~~~). Haha... Playing all the time, it's not good at all~~~ It's my major habit, so don't follow me with this ok? BTW, although it's already to late for me to say it-

Kaito: Yeah right. You're tooooooooo LATE to say 'IT', BAKA NAWA!
Me: Augh!!! STOP IT, BAKAITO!!!

Anyway, let me say it for the last time...

HAPPY NEW YEAR, GUYS~~~*fireworks flies at the dark sky*

So, 2014 has already raised its curtain, right? How's everyone doing right now? I think that everyone has decided what's your new resolution for this year right? Me? I don't think that I've my new revolution for this year instead...

Kaito: Huh? Why you said that?! Or you still feel guilty about last year?
Me: No, it's not about the last year, but...
Kaito: But? Don't tell me its about 'THAT' thingy again...

What he meant by 'THAT' is actually I'm still not feel satisfied of what I had done in last semester (remember, I'm still a university student ok~). It just I think that I'm not do all work perfectly and i can feel that I'm still not be able to unleash my true strength yew...Ok...straight to the main point...

~~~2014~~~

...A New Year with New Challenges and Fun Begins...

What an awkward 'manifesto' to celebrate the new year huh...

Kaito: Yeah right. What a jerk you are?*smirking*

Me: What did you say???*knocking his head hard*

Kaito: OUCH!!!!

Just ignore him...He's not taking his 'medicine' yet...

Kaito: No I'm not!!!!You should take your 'medicine', baka~

Me:>_<|||

Let us ignore him for a moment, shall we? For me, a new year is a continuation from the last step that I've been through and stop all these years... Sometimes I failed to accomplish my small goals; delaying my big goals instead. Every steps that I walked have a lot of problems and mistakes, making me only stop at the middle of the road. Until one day, I've met a person that has become my mentor to continue my journey in my life...

I bet that all of you have seen this picture before right. I love to describe what the person who draw/take the photo want to say from these pictures. I choose this one 'cause it's totally related of what position that I'm standing right now. Can you guess which steps that you're standing right now? For me, I'm at the 4th step(How do I do it?). Why I said that? It's because I'm trying to change myself to become a better person. Only that I don't know what I want to do next... Sometimes, we need some private space to reflect what's our weaknesses and how we want to improve it... I just observed everyone from my faculty and think, "Is this what I want the most?", "How i want to be close with all of them?". 

Every time when I think of it, I feel that my life is not complete yet... I've used my own motto 'Friend for Study, No Friend for Sharing' all these years. Now, when I'm reflect back my past, I realized that I've made a lot of HUGE mistakes that makes me become an introverted person for all these years... And that's my huge Failure in my life... Now, I try my best to improve myself not just for academic but also improve my relationship as well (with my friends ok, NOTHING ELSE!!!)...

So, everyone. What I just want to say is, be yourself. Sometimes we don't even know that even a perfect person also have a few flaws that he/she must improve ourselves for it...I know that I have my own flaws and you also have it...But the most important part is work harder to achieve our future goal later...

Kaito: Hoi, Nawa!!! What are you doing??? Go and get study NOW!!!

Me: Coming~~~*smirking*

I'm better have to go now, or Kaito will pull up my hair later...

Kaito: HEY!!!I can HEARRRRRR you~~~

See...I'm already said to you, right...See you later, guys... Assalamualaikum and Good Evening to all~~~